i felt it in me,
let it in without any circumstances.
Through the wind of desperation, the whispers in my ear,
voices, in the air.
Certainly, the time has arrived,
“lets take a leap of faith”
said it with glorious beat,
the guilt surrounds me, the questions flinch me,
“Do I want this? Really?”
it confused me, demoralized me, discomfited me,
night and day,
thinking, wondering, marveling, imagining .
rough couple of days,
Another one breeze in,
defenseless, wretched, pathetic
considering the other one,
“who were the one, wavering me? “
drifting, wayfaring around my head.
the second one,
something came up to my mind,
lighting up the whole,
entire purpose of me,
It was you.
you showed up into my life,
and i wanted you to stay.
i still do.
bless you for this.