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train rides with babes on Valentine’s day.  the reason im updating this because it was our first train rides together. Although we had quite a long morning talk by a young speaker, it was indeed a fun day to be remembered.

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Life.

•Have the greatest year of school life; 2015
•be a successful student; 9A+ SPM
•Continue studies till Masters/ PhD
•be a well-known doctor; Surgeon
•be a great daughter to both mama and papa.
•be a loyal servant to Allah.
•be a traveller — with my own money.
•Travel around the globe with the loved ones.
•bring mama and papa to perform haj and umrah.
•backpack to Mekah.

seeing people in pictures on instagram having and living life to their fullest.
makes me set my goals,
determined to achieve it.
Allah knows,
effort matter.

One thing i know, learned from their lives;
they will never have a PERFECT life– simplicity.

One is having such a good time in pictures, travelling,
till i reached this particular post.
tears streamed down my face.
One just lost the father.

Allah replaced that with a good travelling life despite the lost.
Because– Allah is the Fairest.
he takes what he owns,
he give what we deserve.
As he is, Fair.

Always remember,
win some, lose some.

Always remember;
Allah.

i miss you [12:…

i miss you
[12:31:22 AM] Aliyah Nabilah: miss our friendship
[12:31:32 AM] Aliyah Nabilah: hope u wont read this but yea
[12:31:52 AM] Aliyah Nabilah: i baca all our convos from 2012
[12:31:59 AM] Aliyah Nabilah: damn how i miss us
[12:32:06 AM] Aliyah Nabilah: been thinking bout you lately
[12:32:27 AM] Aliyah Nabilah: maybe u didnt know, but i wrote about you
[12:32:29 AM] Aliyah Nabilah: a lot
[12:32:31 AM] Aliyah Nabilah: everywhere
[12:33:01 AM] Aliyah Nabilah: maybe u tktau
[12:33:13 AM] Aliyah Nabilah: but i dah lama ada feelings for u
[12:33:17 AM] Aliyah Nabilah: and i kept it
[12:33:27 AM] Aliyah Nabilah: then i wanted to confess, u stopped me
[12:33:32 AM] Aliyah Nabilah: u confessed first
[12:33:52 AM] Aliyah Nabilah: saying we’re just friends and trying to make me calm
[12:34:03 AM] Aliyah Nabilah: and again i kept it to myself
[12:34:26 AM] Aliyah Nabilah: maybe sampai skrg there’s a little piece of you, left in me. cuz i kept it
[12:34:40 AM] Aliyah Nabilah: tried moving on. yes ofc i tried
[12:34:47 AM] Aliyah Nabilah: and still trying
[12:34:58 AM] Aliyah Nabilah: im sorry u had to read this
[12:35:49 AM] Aliyah Nabilah: but i never ever regret knowing you, falling for you. never
[12:36:16 AM] Aliyah Nabilah: maybe we have nothing. but im glad u once, the boy whom always make me smile
[12:37:15 AM] Aliyah Nabilah: i tau u tau all this. but i can keep it anymore. cant keep it to myself forever. i got to let go right? so here i am
[12:37:19 AM] Aliyah Nabilah: u dont have to reply
[12:37:23 AM] Aliyah Nabilah: just letting u know
[12:38:32 AM] Aliyah Nabilah: i cried reading all our convos
[12:38:44 AM] Aliyah Nabilah: i cried thinking of the memories we once had
[12:39:36 AM] Aliyah Nabilah: my friends said, u’re piece of shit, for making me cry all the time
[12:39:49 AM] Aliyah Nabilah: but it felt good. crying over someone u love.
[12:40:47 AM] Aliyah Nabilah: do not feel anything for me
[12:40:56 AM] Aliyah Nabilah: im sorry i’ve put u into this
[12:41:01 AM] Aliyah Nabilah: but u dont have to invlove
[12:43:34 AM] Aliyah Nabilah: oh ya, i still stalk u. regularly. not a rebound boy just like i did to other exs. truth is, i have exs becuz at the end of the day, all i think is you. you.
[12:46:04 AM] Aliyah Nabilah: soooo, i hope lepas i let go semua ni,
[12:46:34 AM] Aliyah Nabilah: eveything will stay as memories. not feelings anymore.

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