Au revoir

I believe he has found someone. 

Im glad. Really.

Cos afterall love is all about the happiness of your partner.

Even if the happiness is not with you but someone else, its okay.

Love, needs sacrifaction. Just to achieve his/her happiness.

In my case, i sacrificed my love and feelings, just for him to be happy even with someone else.

I dont mind. 

I dont mind all the heartbreaks, days and night crying cos im hurt. 

Its okay. 

At the other side, i still can share a bit of your happiness.

It makes me happy seeing you happy. 

For me, i’ll keep praying for the happiness to be longlasting. 

Thats all. 

Im fine 😊

I just need to let you go. 

Cos i know the time has come, plus you have found someone. 

Truly i dont have a chance, 

So why wait? 

Goodbye. Thank you for all these years for making me smile every night. 

Thank you for your kindness towards me.

Thank you for making me the happiest kid, once.

Im really greatful you were once the boy whom made me happy. 

Im lucky you came. Even for a while.

At least i felt the happiness of being loved. Cared. 

Once again, 

Thank you and so long, goodbye,

The one that got away ☺️ 



Im a useless man now


No pa, youre not. You never were. Never will be. You’ve raised me. You’ve given me all your love, you cooked for me. Eventhough you hitted rockbottom, while raising me, “papa didnt work hard enough for you guys”. Still, youre my forever, no matter what. You’re real, you’re true. My one true love. I’ll love you no matter what you do, what you are. You’re the who has gave me life. You and mama. Theres nothing in this world that can stop me from loving both of you. My love for mama and pa is true. Eternal. 

I hope this test will make you stronger.

I pray for every single day you’ll live long. 

I pray that you’ll watch me grow up.

I pray for you’ll one day, celebrate my achievements.

I pray for your happiness. 

InsyaAllah pa.

Same goes to mama. I love my parents equally. I love both mama and papa unconditionally. 

Thank you mama, papa, for who i am today. I’ll keep praying for happiness in dunya, akhirah for both of you. InsyaAllah. Pray for that one day, jannah opens for both of you ma, pa. 

Wait ma, pa. 

I’ll make both of you proud of me. 

Please wait. 

Wait for my celebration. 

Stay for my wedding. 

Stay for my treatments for both of you. 

Stay with me when you get older. 

Stay and Take care of your grandchild. 

Please stay a little longer for all that. 

I want to take care of you ma and pa. 




•Have the greatest year of school life; 2015
•be a successful student; 9A+ SPM
•Continue studies till Masters/ PhD
•be a well-known doctor; Surgeon
•be a great daughter to both mama and papa.
•be a loyal servant to Allah.
•be a traveller — with my own money.
•Travel around the globe with the loved ones.
•bring mama and papa to perform haj and umrah.
•backpack to Mekah.

seeing people in pictures on instagram having and living life to their fullest.
makes me set my goals,
determined to achieve it.
Allah knows,
effort matter.

One thing i know, learned from their lives;
they will never have a PERFECT life– simplicity.

One is having such a good time in pictures, travelling,
till i reached this particular post.
tears streamed down my face.
One just lost the father.

Allah replaced that with a good travelling life despite the lost.
Because– Allah is the Fairest.
he takes what he owns,
he give what we deserve.
As he is, Fair.

Always remember,
win some, lose some.

Always remember;